I'm a senior in high school. In a few months, I will be finished with high school completely. And I have failed to do anything of importance. From now on, I will be an adult: not abnormally mature, not intelligent "for my age."
On adult terms, I have not accomplished a whole lot. Of course, I passed the "precocious" stage about seven years ago, an did not suffer from it. And it's often the prodigies who have the most trouble in the realm of adults, and I certainly as never one of those.
This is what sitting around by half-attention to college basketball does, you start to think about shit, and worry about it. I think I'm bad company for myself.